My Life Journal

2010-06-01T03:57:00.001-07:00

apuh!!holiday so bored de??!!

Busy busy April~

2010-04-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

This month has been the busiest month for me so far...after the concert,rested for 1 week,den start softball training everyday...grew really dark T_T...then i still owe my teachers a few projects...i guess i'm gonna get demerit...don care bout it anyway...

i think i'm gonna get scolded by my parents when they c my legs >< full of bruises...haha...bt luckily,my dad jz went to labuan 4 a fishing competition...n my mom jz came bck from hong kong...haha...

btw,first time wore the contact lens...really wearing me out =.= my eyes jz felt droopy after wearing it for around 5 hours...can't wait to get a new pair of spectacles T_T

well...that's it...haha...till nxt time...bb

Phew~

2010-04-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

Phew...cleared my minds n i felt dat i'm jz like a fool >.<

CONFUSED!!1

2010-04-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!!VERY CONFUSED ARR!!!SO MANY TINGS MAKE MY HEAD WAN EXPLODE EDI!!!GOD PLS HELP ME GO THROUGH THIS T_T

bored~~~

2010-04-05T06:40:00.000-07:00

wooo~~~ nth to blog about =.=

my life is finally bck to the old time...whr i don nid to b too bz wif other things in skul...nt satisfied wif my result =.= first time gt 38% average...bt wif this average i cn get 14th place...lolz...anyway...gonna catch up wif my studies ler...bio,chemist,physic n history...the 4 subjects which made me quite confused...lolz...bt history...shud i say lucky dat pn bhalvinder is the subject teacher...lolz...the other 3...mayb nidda find tuition...and add maths...which i gave up in it edi =.= my brain jz cannot process all the add maths thingy...sianzz...

i juz wish everything will b bck to normal as soon as possible...

~i wondering what is she thinking now...hmm~

WOOOT!!!

2010-03-28T20:20:00.001-07:00

YEAH!!!SCHOOL CONCERT IF FINALLY FINISHED!!!and congratulations to all people who are involved in the concert and all people did very well in it ^^

I'm quite proud and happy with the logistics member...haha...although gt some bad things happened,but i'm quite satisfied with the results shown...GREAT JOB GUYS!!!

Lastly,jy to all ppl on catchin up with study and everything ^^

Rojak~

2010-03-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

This post will b rojak as many stuffs r mixed in it...=.=

Firstly...PAIN!!!EVERYWHERE PAIN!!!zzz...bruises,cuts,sprained,cramps...all i got it in one long day...iisshh...so long no workout...den this is the consequence...lolz...nw my muscles all pain...bt jz can endure the pain n get on with my daily life...

Secondly...i'm really disappointed in some ppl...their attitudes towards others...one good example is some ppl dunno how to respect or talk nicely...really sick of these peoples...

Thirdly...some peoples just dont know how to respect when some other peoples are teaching something or talking in front...the big event is next week...and yet they don't care bout it...even though the people talking in front is angry,ya,they will b silent...for like 20 seconds or so...after that person left,the noise starts again...these peoples really nid to learn how to RESPECT...i'm quite disappointed...

well...that's it...there are many other things to blog about but i lazy to type edi...my index finger and middle finger is really painful now...sianzz...bye bye...

Wasted 5 hours...

2010-03-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

Yup...as the title said...i've wasted 5 hours at 'Institut Memandu Berjaya Miri' listening to the law...zzz..actually i'm going there with khun yee and yee hung...but then i'm late...so we're seperated...and i'm in a class with a lot of strangers...

i reached there at around 7.30 in the morning......and what i saw is a long long line...so i get a form and get to the back of the line and fill in the form...when it's my turn at the counter,the guy told me that my IC won't work...then they give me a green card...

then i went in the class...sat thr for 3 hours...wan sleep also can't...sad T_T then went out to boulevard to have lunch with khun yee,yee hung n peter(didn't expect to see him there)after i had a burger given by the workers at the institute...well...the burger...all people noe lar...i'm a big eater...LOL...had a set of japanese food at boulevard and we went back to the institute...

actually...nothing to blog about this...just wanna express my anger for wasted 5 hours today =.=

Card Flourish

2010-03-04T02:27:00.000-08:00

Recently,I'm really into someting called card flourish...it's something that looks nice bt yet difficult to learn...i dunno even noe why i wanna learn it,bt once i started it,i'll keep holding my cards for more than 3 hours a day...lolz...here's a vid bout card flourish...it's an edited x-men's gambit's vid...the tricks are done by a singaporean called huron...very nicely done...

My school...

2010-02-26T18:13:00.000-08:00

for some reason,i hate my skul nw...the way some teachers treat their students...some r like threatening the students everyday...

i was wondering...is thr any need for the teachers to scold students for no reason???thr is one teacher simply scold students just for standing up n go to throw rubbish...wth??some more scold students when students ask her question when they cannot understand something...scold them wad??scold them for not listening in class...ppl listen den don understand den will ask mar...scold for wad...i need not to say out which teacher...my classmates noe it well...no wonder 98% of my classmates failed dat subject

then thr is another teacher...nvr think b4 she talk...don even gif students a chance to explain wad happenned den simply scold...damn dulan this kind of teacher...some more threatened to demerit me for roaming outside the class without permission...HELLO!!!i asked edi b4 i came out...if nt how on earth i'm outside the class...some teachers don haf passes so they jz say ok b4 i came out...n this teacher dunno wad...str8 scold ppl in public for not listening to others explaination...she think dat it is her responsibility for scoldin b4 listening to explaination???n thr is my classmate hu is kinda 'zi bi'...if u noe wad i meant...he won't talk to others dat kind lar...well this teacher KNOWS aobut it...bt she don even cares...scold scold thr...ehh aunty...HE 'ZI BI' LEH!!!HW TOK TO U!!SIAO ARR!!

well..thr r many other teachers...bt i lazy tok bout it...nw i'm more n more lazy to go to skul...since the teachers don wanna teach n jz wanna scold ppl,then go skul for wad??can't even learn other stuffs besides scoldin other ppl...

HAPPY CNY!!

2010-02-13T07:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!(and happy valentines to some ppl)

Beautiful

2010-02-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

This is a song by eminem...despite a lot of swearing,bt i still like this song...suits my mood nw...n here's the lyrics...

Beautiful-Eminem

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so ****in' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking **** through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need ****ing man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking **** through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my toungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking **** through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get ****ed. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,

Recently many problems come and find me...and i don't know why...haizz...I'll try and do my best...

cham~

2010-02-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

woo~~jz came bck from the band concert rehearsal...kononnya tak cukup orang...tetapi bila saya sampai sana...sendiri tau lar...so many ppl still say nt enuf ppl help...bt bo bian lor...me n aaron jz nid to move 1 stand tml...den cn go bck 2 seat ler...=.= bt at least gt 1 t-shirt lar...hahaha...suddenly became the stage manager for no reason...zzz...haizz...my timetable is full dao....can't even add new activities into it...sometimes think i'm quite sohai...=.=

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my new car =.=(learnt this from some random guy in maple...)lame...

2010-01-28T05:45:00.001-08:00

AHHH!!!ADDICTED TO MAPLE AGN!!!

DEAD!!

2010-01-23T20:42:00.001-08:00

save me from add maths T_T

2010-01-22T02:30:00.000-08:00

AIYOOOOOOOO!!!!tired xD these few days really tired...meeting here...activity thr...lolz...AHHHH!!!CNY FASTER COME!!!so i cn wake up late...

a bit disappointed in the concert logistic department 2day...jz started edi 3 ppl quit...for no reason =.= don care lar...still nid kik like 10 ppl...lolz...

TIRED!!God pls make the world haf 26 hours so i cn haf 2 more hours of rest per day... =.=

Phew~

2010-01-15T18:08:00.000-08:00

orientation finished ler...honestly...quite sad lar...c some of them changed...quite touched xD

anyway...today finally gt enuf rest ler...bt skipped skul...monday sure tio bomb lor...haha...don care...

go bck sleep agn...zzzz

IIISHHH!!!!

2010-01-11T05:19:00.000-08:00

GERAMNYA!!!some new students really like to make ppl angry...i wan scold bt don dare...later over liao...suan ler...let them...

2day the labyrinth started quite well...bt ended very....uhh...jz cn say the GM very very gd edi...cn think dao games like this...bt yet the new students just dunno hw to appreciate it...like to jio gm...

thr r 3 students i really really juak edi...if nxt time make me angry agn,i jz dunno if i cn stand it anymore...iiisshhhh...

Relax~

2010-01-09T20:58:00.000-08:00

today din go church...really tired ler...so stay at home n relax lor...on my com...c my msn...WTH...my inbox full of facebook de email...den i c...all r comments...zzz...so i go read wad comments...all spam de oni...sianzz...tio tag ler jiu liddat...lolz...

oh well...nid bz agn...haha...nidda make a name list 4 the concert logistic department...lolz...tired arr....buaiz...

Sick...haizz

2010-01-08T03:10:00.000-08:00

sad...sick liao :( haizz...2day ke po ke po go 1st aid station...den ah then call me tc of it till they finish their presentation...lolz...den i said yes...den watched the kawad presentation from the Ad Hoc...they did it quite well...

after dat go out 2 watch the team test...den suddenly the rain starts to fall...den i stupidly sit thr T_T nw starts 2 get fever ler...pray it won't get serious leh...if nt tml cannot go play water liao...i wan gabung wif cj's group agn xD sure gd de...haha...

oh well...goin 2 sleep ler T_T buaiz...

Exhausted...

2010-01-06T05:27:00.000-08:00

wow...stayin overnite at skul n din get enuf sleep really kills me...somehow i maged to become a tanker xD...tanked the whole orientation in the afternoon...

well...stayin overnite thr quite fun...bt din do much things though...jz help if needed...oni slept for around 2 hr+...bt i was the lucky kind...still gt some more din even slept...i kept walk around n ask 4 stuffs 2 do bt apparently nth much i cn help...the balloon 2 many ppl stuck thr till still gt some cn play wif the balloons...helpin wif the lights??gt lar...nt whole thing i gt help lor...n the rest i dunno wad i did...2day whole can't even think well...

bt luckily,after the opening ceremony,i helped 2 clean up the hall n cn sleep in dance room xD...bt jz for around 1hr...den noon still keep on gettin high wif the new students n some frens...still okok lar...

rite nw...my brain is goin to close for server maintainance...will b up agn by 6 tml morning xD

bb all...jy jy ^^

Let's Get It Started!!

2010-01-04T05:33:00.001-08:00

WOOHOOO!!!TML ORIENTATION 2010 STARTS LER!!!startin 2 get excited ler xD bt 2day so damn tired...did many stuffs...sianzzz...even go photostated stuff till nid pay rm28+(wth!!o.0)oh well...nvm...money can't trade 4 experiences,rite??

n tml...I GT THE CHANCE 2 STAY OVERNITE AT SKUL!!!GWAHAHAHA!!!sure high till no sleep de...then wednesday sure sleep in class =.= don care lar...haha...2 weeks nt gonna b in class...1st topical test...i'm rdy 2 fail it >.<

well...2day in class...almost slept in many period...really din get enuf sleep last nite...hehe...n my class teachers...some ok...bt...u c the list den u'll noe...

BM-
BI-
M3-Cikgu Fakaruddin (1st day in class din even self-intro de =.=)
MT-Cikgu Fakhriah (dunno ok o nt)
SV-
BG-
FZ-Cikgu Mahathir (2day came in durin pj period...bt jz toks bout physics =.=)
PJ-Cikgu Mahathir (same as above)
SJ-Pn. Bhalvinder (pls pray 4 me >.< gave us a 3 pages long de rules)
PP-Pn Sheow (gd ehh...very easy 2 find her 2 tok xD)
Moral-
KM-Pn. Lai Jia Ling (i slept 3 times durin the same period...zzz)

the rest of the teachers haven came in my class...haha...jz wait n c xD

Last day of holiday xD

2010-01-03T04:51:00.000-08:00

Finally...SKUL GONNA RE-OPEN LER!!!xD everyday at home tired n bored dao....nth say...lolz...n orientation gonna start oso...quite excited bout it...hehe...can't wait to meet the new students...GWAHAHAHAHA!!!

Group 18...Sprites...MAN!!I love my group member...haha...bt of coz in the group leader way lar xD

anyway,4s5...dunno wad challenges await me...oh well...jz wait n c...hahaha

FORM 4!!!I'M COMING!!!!

The Final Meeting...

2010-01-02T02:50:00.001-08:00

Phew...came home after the last orientation meeting...tired...later still nid go for fellowship...

The last meeting ehh??haizz...din feel the holiday gone so fast...well...whole day meeting really stressed me out...jz came bck from camp 2...tired...morning make some spaces 4 the new students to put their belongings,then noon dance and briefing...felt so sleepy...hehe...

b4 goin home...when waiting 4 my mom 2 fetch me,all ppl say me emo...zzz...i jz wanna calm myself down mar...i don wanna tok much then say me emo??lolz...nvm bah...haha...

oh ya...EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EE SING!!!xD

okay...time to leave nw...bb

Camp~

2010-01-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

Woohoo...jz came bck from the church countdown camp...haha...this camp was held at the mu tang on canada hill thr...altho many mosquitoes bt enjoyed myself very much durin the camp...met quite a few new frens n some old frens who i din saw them for months...

for some reason,this camp made me realise and reminded me of many many stuffs...meaningful...lolz...

bt damn...dat feelin is bck agn :( oh well...jz let it through...

AND A BIG HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL PPL!!!

A Day In Skul...

2009-12-29T01:59:00.000-08:00

2day went 2 skul for the form 3s lion dance camp...quite tiring...n quit unfortunate oso =.=

practiced chia for the whole morning...then noon went 4 lunch wif aaron n some ppl...n this whr it starts...for no reason,i gt 16 gf =.= n our pro chairman keep adding...lolz...some more khun yee add salt add vinegar...walau...nvm bah...myself noe jiu ok ler...haha

den noon go bck,praticed the lion head 4 awhile...den aaron called me,jai n khun 2 help the chinese orchestras 2 move 2 big cupboard...the whole process dam enjoy...lolz...shout here shout thr...den after moving the cupboards,the very generous de jia chee(sry if spell wrong) bought us drinks...lolz...den after dat practiced the lion head agn =.=

conclusion:2day is quite a peaceful day...ahahaha...

RC Election

2009-12-28T06:39:00.001-08:00

Well...went to rc election 2day...early early kawad n dunno do wad =.=

After interview went dwn,hanging out at the couch thr...thought of many things...till a bit emo...lolz...den spent around 2 hr doin nth besides listen to songs n oso ppl jio-ing ppl =.=

ard 12.15,went 2 lunch wif ah khun n tapao for those ppl who can't leave hq de...tok bout my family...sianzz...

well...congratz to those new top 10...jy nxt year n let's make rc better ^^

here is the list of the new top 10:

HSL:Then Shi Wei(snake king)
AHSL:Jeff Wee
Secretary:Chong Wen Yen
Vice Secretary:Yong Teck Yew
Treasurer:Ian Gan
Vice Treasurer:Yii Ee Sing
Quartermaster:(i)Goh Yee Hung
(ii)Sia Shi Hui
(iii)Chai Khun Yee
(iv)Aaron Lau

New Blog,New Year,Same peoples

2009-12-27T01:44:00.000-08:00

Hey yoz...I've created this new blog...y??i'm not sure...haha...jz quite hate my old blog...lolz...don care...haha...well...i'll try 2 update this blog as often as i can...form 4 liao...nid some place 2 express my own feeling...hahahaha...